Wow what happened?

Okay so we have gone over and over this before, no more boyfriend since February. I am now free!!! And just when I thought I was safe the strangest thing happened to me, I met someone. Not even trying to meet someone. I mean I was completely looking the other direction. Content to continue solitarily in the world. And just like that, Boom! I got hit upside the head with this! It happend so fast that it doesn't even make sense..... but it really does. Is it wrong that I can totally see myself with someone that much younger? I look at it like this, he is at least 21. Sometimes he can be goofy, but so can I, and mostly we get along smashingly well. I really don't know how this happened. I mean one minute we are drinking lemon drops and pontificating about life and all it's miseries and the next thing I know I am being held in the most gentle and firmest of kisses I have ever had in my life. And ever so sweet when he talks to me...always. I have fallen. Hard. It has only been three weeks and he has been over practically every night. I must admit it I am smitten. I am positively giddy. Although some things have seemed a bit difficult but not like anything that can't be handled or overcome. for instance, he is still in an undesirable living situation. 1 ex girlfriend, 1 guy roomate and 1 two bedroom apartment. I have been told that they have all switched rooms and he now bunks in the big room with the roomate. That is when he is not with me. And really I can't complain about that since stayed in the same apartment with my ex for several months until the lease was up. I have refrained from using the L word yet because saying that too soon usually makes everything tailspin out of control. Although he has clearly made me feel as though we are heading in that direction. I must admit as much as i have fought to stay alone, he has made me want to be with someone....okay not just someone...him and only him. I mean I haven't felt this way since I can't remember when. ( And no, I am not in any stages of Alzheimers yet...too young) It makes me believe that just about anything is possible. But I don't want to jump the gun yet. Ooooh I am soooo excited for what may come. If all turns out well, maybe I can blog about being a Domestic Goddess with my God-Man in our own place. Halloween, Thanksgiving! Christmas would be extra nice...as long as that other shoe doesnt drop. I can only imagine what that would be too. My Mom...or most probably my stepdad will not approve. But really who's life is it anyway? If I am happy and everyone else has a happy life, and no one is getting hurt. Couldn't we all just get along? I think it won't be a problem if I can just approach it the right way. I have to tell my mother at the right time that's all. And once she meets him, I know she will see why I chose him.